So didnt get my sidekick yesterday. All the banks were closed. Fuck them all. Whatev. Still had a great time chilling with Melissa and Morgan and Daniel. Ahaha. Daniel is so damn funny. Seriously. Cracks me up all the time. Went to Jack in the Box, Starbucks duh. Then I met up with myles and brandon and casey at the theatre. Ate some food at Pyramids in the dub C. Cute hostess was working. Myles and Brandon went their seperate ways for the first time in two weeks. Its about time. Casey and I kicked it all night. Being really real. Ahaha. So far today Ive been chilling at Casey's work, got coffee. Came home and couldnt find any of my underwear so wondered around naked for a good half hour while Eric was laughing. Getting ready to chill with Melissa Simpson. Kick this shit the right way. Thug Status.

Later Homies

So today is my last day of freedom. Tomorrow i will be confined to my job, yet again. Im glad I got a little break though. I really needed it. Im going to start taking them regularly if I can. I have had alot of awsome times with in this last week, and I am looking forward to many more in this new year. Further more, Since it is my last day of freedom, I am going to be hanging out with some very important people. Melissa and Morgan. DUH!!! Starbucks is a must. Seeing some Kitties and Puppies. And maybe a new phone for me, cause mine is shitty. (you might be welcoming me to the SIDEKICK club). Well thats all I have to say right now.

Life has been a constant battle. Holidays are always hard. My grandfathers death. My mom and dads seperation. I never met anyones expectations. I dont know why I blame myself so much for all those bad times. But i cant really help it.  I have a great family that I'm a part of now. I have great friends. I see myself  becoming dependant on things to make me feel good for the moment. There is no drowning my thoughts, no matter how hard I try. We learn, and grow from mistakes, from what I've heard. My mind is all over the place. I will be getting some tests done soon, and possibly put on some sort of anti-depresants. Money is tight. Money is always tight. So many dreams. When will it be real. Help me. Fuck myspace.